My Autism Journey All I want to do Is Cry. My Brain Works Differently And Some People Ask Me Why. I Have What's Called Executive Function Or Executive Dysfunction. That Is When I Trouble Planning, Organizing, And Paying Bills, I Also Have Depression And Anxiety Which Has Me On Pills. Sometimes I Am So Frustrated And Sad That I Want To Run Away To The Catskills. It Takes My Brain Forever To Wake Up And Start My Day. I Never Knew Why Until I Was Diagnosed With Autism And ADHD When I was 39 Years Old. So I Went 37 Years Not Knowing The Problems I Was Having Were Due To Autism And ADHD. Autism Is Where One Might Have Inappropriate Social Interactions, Unaware Of Other People's Emotions, Or Black And White Thinking. After Reading A Book On Autism In 2019 and Doing A Ton Of Other Research Including Joining Support Groups For Autisitic People I Then realized That I Related To A Lot Of What Was Being Said By Members. Since I was A Older Kid, I Knew That I was Different From Others...
My thoughts and some extra stuff on my mind.