Pretending To Be Normal

Just To Fit In.

Losing Friends, And Losing Our Confidence Is A Normal Feeling We Feel.

Communication Is Just Too Hard

Hard To Find The Words To Satify You.

Speaking From The Heart No Longer Exists, Because You have To Be Perfect Just To Fit in.

We Crave Human Connection But Have Trouble Doing So.

Give Us Patience And Some Respect And We'll Be Compassionate Real And A Really Good Friend.

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Thoughts for the day

It's been a pretty good month this month, full of ups and downs, laughing, crying, and just going outside to enjoy the weather. Enjoying my nephew's company, Im not a parent but sometimes i look at him with such loving eyes. He is such a good kid and he is my world, he makes my heart smile and my soul soar. Today i found out that i lost weight 9-10 pounds. So that is a big accomplishment, and i called my doctors and made an appointment for june 1st. More about me, I am on the promotions team for a mega hit, and very awesome internet radio station called urradio.com. It is a volunteer job, where i go around telling my friends and family and even people i don't know about the radio station and get them tuned in. We got live DJ's from around the US. Apart from that, i think things are looking up for me, atleast for now. I just got to keep up the good work, work hard to get to where i want to be in life. Dig in deep and get my hands dirty in order to accomplish my goals in ...

My Achievements Past And Present.

When I was a year and a half years old the doctors told my parents I had Cerebral Palsy. They also told them that I would never walk, talk or be normal. Later I would find out that I was misdiagnosed. When I was in school I was on an IEP (Individual Education Program/Plan). At my 6th grade graduation in 1995 from the Burnell Elementary Schools I received the Presidents Award for Exceeding the schools expectations of me. I still mention it when I am in a support group talking about Achievements. Another Achievement was getting my learners permit in 2013/2014. I remember I called my father and told him the good news. He was super happy for me. I also Achieved a lot with my mental health. I joined Al-anon in 2010 and that gave me the foundation for my growth today. I also graduated high school in 2002. In 2023 I lost custody of my daughter Jasmine and it broke my heart. I was referred to the RCC in 2024. I have accomplished so much sinc...

Thinking about my future

I am in a rut right now. I feel stuck and i have no where to go but down. I know i need to start thinking about my future and getting on my own two feet. I might want to take a night course and redo the stuff i forgot that i learned in high school. I want to be a child care teacher and want to just tip my toes into that experience, untill i get the hang of things. I need to take baby steps and focus on what i need to do. I need to get away from my computer and just sit and think about me, like i used to do so many years ago. I know this stuff takes a while but i am sure i will eventually figure it out and get on my own two feet one day.

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